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Like chewing on tinfoil...

Its so much fun!

Created on 2003-08-06 14:43:14 (#1236206), last updated 2006-04-01

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Name:	Jennifer Lynne
Birthdate:	04-10
Location:	Lowell, Massachusetts, United States
Website:	Jenn Teague's MySpace

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Andrew James Teague

Andrew James Teague
November 22, 2004
1:42pm 7lbs 6oz 19.5in

WHAT MAKES A MOTHER
I thought of you and closed my eyes
And prayed to God today
I asked "what makes a mother?"
And I know I heard him say,
"A Mother has a baby"
This we know is true.
But God, can you be a mother
When your baby's not with you?

"Yes you can," he replied
With confidence in his voice.
"I give many women babies
When they leave it is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime
And others for the day
And some I send to feel your womb
But there's no need to stay."
I just don't understand this God
I want my baby here.

He took a nreath and cleared his throat
And then I saw a tear.
"I wish I could show you
What your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile
With other children and say,
"We go to Earth to learn our lessons
Of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me so much
I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom
Who had so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly.
My mommy set me free.

I miss my mommy oh so much
But I visit her each day.
When she goes to sleep
On her pillow's where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek
And whisper in her ear
Mommy don't be sad today
I'm your baby and I'm here."

"So you see my dear sweet one
You child is okay.
Your baby is here in my home
And this is where he'll stay.
He'll wait for you with me
Until your lessons are through
And on the day you come home
He'll be at the gates for you.

So now you see what makes a mother.
It's the feeling in your heart
It's the love you had so much of
Right from the start
Though some on Earth
May not realize
Until their time is done
Remember all the love you have
And know that you are
A Special Mom."

THE FAMILY:

THE FRIENDS:

Little Becky went away.
Eldest Kerry not wanting to stay.
Tiff wasn't having fun.
Brandi felt she was all alone.
Blonde ass Heather hated the heat.
Hillary couldn't fall asleep.
Josh had more better to hide.
Pete felt so empty inside.
Jenn wanted more to do today.
Brian couldn't tell her what to say.
Who's left from this massacre of fun.
Who's not the finger but the lonely thumb,
It is I, Brittany Woolf, who now can fear
"I'll remember these people for too many years."
FUCK!

NEW YEAR'S EVE
Once upon a time, New Year's Eve
From the Woolf apartment you heard a scream.
Jenn dropped her Smirnoff,
Made a laugh so hard causing Brotno to cough.

Jell-o shots were strong,
Many hits from the bong.
Kerry Drew showed up, the party was on.
Next was Pete, Dan and booze
We drank a few down
And there was another sound.

Jon and buddies showed,
They were quick to say
"Sorry Brandi, we cannot stay."
As the night went on the beers disappeared
Peaople left and then it was clear.

The next day still drunk,
Headaches and junk.
Sleeping all day we woke to say
"Lets smoke a bowl
Cause I think I'm still drunk."

THE MONSTER AND ME</b>
Comfort taken in solitude.
Unrelenting thughts of nothing
Persue me in waking moments.
This fasination to see blood flow down
Scares me in intensity.
Staring at the veins throbbing
So close to the surface
Laughing at my inability to react.
Those pills change the screaming into whispers.
Controlling the best that lies dormant
Yet waiting, always waiting
For me to relax that grip on reality.
Or to forget for even a moment
What it takes for me to go on.
And I always thought I was better
Than what was on the inside.
Catching a reflection in the mirror
The beast stares back
Laughing in self-actualization.
Sickness grows evident
As the monster speaks with my voice.
WE were never separate,
I never slept.
For me and you
Have always been the same.

WHAT FUTURE
Am I to be happy
I dwell so deep within myself
That I never see the light of day
The past never happened
The future will never come
And the present isn't real
I live in a prison
Solitary confinment
Fear is my guard
My world is spinning
Not sure what to do
Sitting here thinking
How life has done me wrong
Wondering why
I hate life so much
The only thing I came up with is
There is nothing here for me.

DRUNKEN STUPOR
A tear is shed... along with my dignity.
Crying myself to sleep
And only he knows why.
Where did I go?
I left so very long ago.
I will return when the blood in my veins
Tastes like a penny and vampires won't get poisoned
When they suck it all out.
Where did I go?
Does it even matter?
No one has missed me.
What the fuck have I turned into?
When will this nightmare end?
Wake up whoever you are!
Your dreams are fucking with me.